By Gail Asiedu
8th September, 2021

I hate you so much that it hurts 🥺
I really want to hate you even more
but whenever I do it's intensity worn's me out
I hate that I keep letting you do this to me
moreso I hate that you even do it.
I hate that you make it all seem ok when it's not
I hate that I can't hate you
I hate that I love you 😓😓
😩😩😩😩
though I hate you I keep loving you 😤😤
and it fucking scares the hell out of me
I see you and I want to scream my lungs out
I want you far from me but it hurts to see you go
then comes your assuring smile☹️
I know everything's gonna be alright but I just hate the feeling of it not being now🤦🤦
I hate when I can't explain the shit I'm feeling
😤😤😤😤
the mixed feelings totally unbearable
I hate you but then I love you
I hate that I love you but I still do
I want to but I can't put anybody else above you
I hope we get past this, I really do
I really want to hurt you but I can't bring myself to harm you
if I ever could 🤦🤦 I doubt I'd be able to
and it makes me hate you all the more.

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